克星
Wednesday, February 13, 2008, 9:34 pm
这两天到厕所时，心里总是焦虑不安，疑神疑鬼。迟早神经衰落或心脏病暴发身亡。
今年虽然是鼠年，我想老天也不会对我如此厚爱，让我从昨天开工就碰我的克星，老鼠。每当在电视上看到克星的画面， 我总是逃之夭夭。即使有人提到克星，我全身都会发毛。看到它们是否代表我要走好运？如果能中些马票，大彩，TOTO 有多好。如果象征我要走霉运，那就请神明救救小女子吧。
每当办公室里的职员需要上厕所，就得到隔两间的货仓（也属公司之一）。 昨天早上上完厕所后，正要踏出厕所的总门时，看到地上有东西。看似像一块白布，因为想看得更清楚，上前看个仔细。妈呀！救命呀！是只白色克星。我马上倒退几步，脚开始发软，心跳的很厉害，好像快要停止。它没有动，想必是死了吧。一位同事走进来上厕所，我告诉他这件事，他却叫我当作没看到，勇敢的走出去。我尝试这样做，来来去去，反反复复，始终没有勇气踏出这一步。同事在上完厕所后，见我还在原地，他便示范给我看如何跳出厕所总门。鸡蛋糕！他竟然"抛弃"我。持续了五分钟，我催眠自己，不能这样下去，万一它复活，我无路可退。神呀，请赐我力量。我用手遮盖它的位置，终于跳了总门。当我回到公司后，马上告诉另一个同事。她便叫货仓助手去清理。我心理已留下这个阴影。
今天早上带着不安的心到厕所。仔细看完四周的地方， 确保‘安全’后，放心的上厕所，在走出总门时， 妈妈呀，有只灰色的克星死在一个小角落。 要是没注意，是没有人会留意的。我全身已发软。我赶快跳出去。我告诉货仓助手，叫他去清理。
我开始不敢多喝水，尽量减少上厕所的次数。 总觉得老天在开我的玩笑，为什么我总是第一看到克星？每天进进出出的人这么多，难道没人看到吗？莫非老天在暗示我该转行了？
----Fallen Angel----
Am I Dying?
Wednesday, February 06, 2008, 9:52 am
I had a really bad dream a few days ago. I forgot what was the story about but i cried liked hell. I was awoke up by this dream and i found myself in tears. Really in tears.
I had a bad dream again yesterday night. I dreamt i was put on black magic by don't know which idiot, and i was going to die soon. I seeked a lot of 大师 but no used. Then one day when i was having arguement with one guy and we had some "肢体语言" with each other. Our souls swopped. I was really happy as i thought i'm not going to die. I seeked one 大师 again but she told me i still left with 3 days. Then i forgotten the rest of the dream.
Is this a sign? I started to feel scare. What am i going to do if i really going to die? Maybe it's time for me to go for full body check up again as my last one was done about 3 years ago.
----Fallen Angel----